Meditation 30
The
Following Five Spiritual Letters
The 5 following letters in this spiritual alphabet refers to
the soul's disposition in the live of grace and its passivity or
co-operation in accordance with God's intentional plan as revealed by
the altar's accessories.
(F) The fire pans. All the
accessories of the altar were made of bronze, “he made all the altar's
accessories of bronze” (Ex 38. 4). They are an admonition to the soul
in order to be attentive in order to carry no other fire within than
the holy flames of divine love. All the fire used in the service in the
Sanctuary came from the altar and all other fire was forbidden as a
strange or unauthorized fire (Nb 3. 4) before God. It is only
this fire of love which shall burn in the heart of the soul as God's
abode and it is only enkindled by propagating spiritual communion in
the prayer life daily with the Founder of our faith – our Lord Jesus
Christ.
(G) The shovels. The
courtyard is the place of human endeavor. The shovels were used to
remove the ash from the griddle and if the Levites neglected this duty
the fire had been extinguished. The shovels reminds us on the
importance of the continuous prayer in the remembrance of God: God's
intentional plan is to let this fire of love burn continuously in our
hearts. It is only by carrying the ash from the fire out of the
Sanctuary of our own hearts that we enkindle it still further. The role
of the shovels are to accomplish this work in the live of grace: to
give the Holy Spirit opportunity to uproot our sensuous attitude and
burn it to ash!
(H) The ash pots. The
shovels were used to remove the ash off the griddle and it was carried
out of the camp in these ash pots. Just as the priests of Aaron carried
the ash to a holy place were it was mixed with consecrated water for
purification, we are obliged to share our knowledge with other
Christians in order to increase the growth of His mystical body on
earth. All gracious gifts which we receive from God are not intended to
satisfy the soul's desire for spiritual satisfactions. Although the
soul is endowed continuously with divine graces she is obliged to give
other souls share in her blessings and judge herself as ash in her
growing humility. Gradually this will become a Christ like humility.
(I) The hooks. Aaron and
his priests used the hooks to get their partition in the holy meat when
it had been roasted on the griddle. The hooks refers thus to the
virtues of the prayer state, to walk continuously to the altar and let
all our inclinations go through its purifying fire. When the soul
learns to judge all her thoughts, inclinations and emotions in the pure
mirror of the bronze laver, she will involuntarily use these hooks to
bring all her erroneous ideas and images and deceptions and place them
on the griddle of the altar as a “garbage.”
(J) The sprinkling basins.
The basins were used to carry the blood of the sacrifice from the
entrance into the Holy to the altar of burnt offerings were the priest
smeared the blood on the horns and sprinkled it on the common
Israelites to purify them of the stains of sin. The soul can never
serve as such a basin in the Sanctuary of her living God otherwise than
the power of sanctifying grace cleanse her inside and out. Before
Bezalel (Ex 35 30-35) made these basins he had to make a molding of
wax. Next he covered this mold with clay and melted the bronze. When
the bronze was prepared he poured it into the clay mold, melted the
wax and when the bronze cooled he broke the clay mold off the basin.
Actually we encounter here the molding efficiency of sanctifying
grace. The blood was a sacred image of the divine life which the soul
gets participation in when she learns to “praise the glory of God's
grace” (Ep 1. 6)
Thus God molds the soul in order to be an appropriate vessel of
service in the Sanctuary of the Tabernacle by the fire of the altar.
Such a vessel will always be unfit to serve otherwise than being
cleaned inside and out. This is how God reveals how the soul will be
molded in such a vessel or basin in the live of grace, a vessel of
honor. Synkletios of holy memory said,
Much most an unjust man
go through when he returns to God, but later this will become a source
of immeasurable joy. We can say the same of men lightning a fire. At
first they are covered by smoke and the singe produces tears. Thus they
have fulfilled their desire. And thus is written, 'Our God is a
consuming fire' (Heb 10. 27 Septuagint). Surely we are obliged to
enkindle the divine fire within by trials and tears. [1]
At the altar of burnt offerings the soul enters the second stage of
praise after having scrutinized the first 10 fiery runes of the Spirit
in the prayer life – literally to write these fiery runes of the Holy
Spirit in the live of grace in agonies of a repentant heart – and feeds
itself on this healthy cereal. It learns now to offer her first cereal
offering as prescribed in Leviticus, "If anyone offers Yahweh a cereal offering, this offering must consist
of wheaten flour on which he must pour oil [elaion, Septuagint] and
incense" (Lv 2. 1).
At this stage the first unbaked cereal offering expresses the soul's
appreciativeness for the nourishment she has already delighted in.
Still she is lacking in perseverance, humility, obedience and purity.
Thus the Spirit instructs her still further in the spiritual alphabet
of the prayer life on her way from the altar of burnt offerings to the
bronze laver when she scrutinizes all the wonders of the courtyard in
the hidden meditation of her heart. In the grace of the ten first
letters of the prayer life a love is enkindle in the soul in order to
proceed still further in the live of grace and attain to the third step
of the Ladder of Love.
On her way from the altar of burnt offerings to the bronze laver the
soul walks through the desert of trials (Mt 4. 1-11) – the desert
prayer – in the coldness of the northern quarter as she turns her back
on the fire of the altar. But now His Majesty walks besides her in His
purity in order to instruct her by the help of the celestial
hierarchies and as was stated above, it is the sardonyx which is the
jewel which cures her injured leg in the live of grace in order to walk
straight and not halter to the sides. It is by still further education
in the spiritual alphabet in the live of grace that God sustains the
soul to raise her eyes to see His abode in heaven in the Our Father.The soul must thus become light as a feather as Abba Isaac emphasized
speaking of the lightness of the soul in the live of grace on the wings
of love in the prayer which makes her able to ascend to God as an eagle
in the Tetramorph.
For the nature of the soul is not ineptly compared to a very fine
feather or very light wing, which, if it has not been damaged or
affected by being spoilt by any moisture falling on it from without, is
borne aloft almost naturally to the heights of heaven. [2]
[1].
Verba Seniorum II. 3, 18.
[2]. Collatio
9, 4.