Another admirable
effect produced here is that such persons think inwardly that they are
really worse than all others. One reason for this effect is that love
is teaching them what God deserves; another is that because the works
they perform for God are many and they know them to be wanting and
imperfect, they are confused and pained by them all, conscious that
their work is so lowly for so high a Lord. [1]
Here at the laver in the courtyard of the
Tabernacle of our heart we ask by the help of the intercession of the
Blessed Virgin, St. Joseph's, the Community of the Church, St. Michael
the Archangel (our favored saint) and the Celestial Choir of the
Virtues, that the Holy Spirit will infuses into our hearts the virtue
of the remembrance of death and give us persevering repentance in order
to be able to carry Christ's cross in our growing participation in Christ
like humility on our walk along the
Sacred Way in the grace of our Royal Image of Glory. Amen.
The third
“memorial stone” which the soul picks out of the river of death to make
a garland or a Gilgal (circle) around the Tabernacle of her heart is
the sardius. The sardius refers to the third step in the Ladder of Love
in the growth of the soul's awareness in the live of grace. In order to
emphasize its importance God makes it the central jewel among the
twelve jewels of the spiritual breastplate. It is thus the locus of the
Christification and by its hue which is blood red it reveals the
passions of our Lord in His humanity on earth as the source of all
sanctification: Bleeding and crushed, bruised and pierced the Lamb of
God sacrificed this blood for you and me.
In the Song of Songs we can see how red the cheeks of the Bridegroom
are and He will give the soul a participation in His healthiness by
curing her of her sensuous disposition here in the courtyard. It was by
following His Fathers will that the Son of God glorified His name on
earth. We can't praise God in as sublime way as by walking according to
His precepts in His divine predestination and follow the pattern of
His Son as the first-born among many brothers and sisters – as our
Royal Image! The sardius reveals our Lord as St. John saw Him in his
Revelation as a blood red sardius in the rainbow encircling the
heavenly Throne of Grace,
The One sitting there
looked like a jasper (iaspidi) and a sardius (sardion). There was a
rainbow encircling the throne, and this looked like an emerald
(smaragdion) (Rv 4. 3).
In the prayer of
inner recollection at the bronze laver the soul learns to nourish
herself on the gifts of God, just as the priests of Aaron stood empty
handed in front of the entrance into the Holy and received their
participation of the holy meat. Accordingly they were obliged to offer
wave offering or tenufah – to
make a prefiguration of the horizontal
line of the cross – and heave offering or terumah – the prefiguration
of the vertical line or pillar.
God's daily nourishment is the Way of the Cross, all these crosses
which confront the soul daily in her pilgrimage in this earthly
Tabernacle. That is why the main message of the sardius is:
remembrance of death in persevering repentance. God desires to teach
the soul here that her homeland is in heaven and this earthly
pilgrimage
just a preparation for eternal life.
If the soul is
negligent and doesn't stretch forwards her arms to receive its part of
the sacred meat, this simply reveals that the soul has an injured armin the live of grace. At this great tool in the courtyard the Holy
Spirit teaches the soul thus to embrace these crosses as her daily
nourishment to spare her from the tragedy of the first man and woman
who reputed this common share in the heavenly manna.
The
growth in love means the mortification of the ego of the fleshly
attitude which appears as a continuously more intensive praise on
behalf of the soul. It is the cereal offering which the soul brings
forth at this stage which sheds light on the mystery taking place in
the inscrutability of the Inner prayer of recollection. Now the
offering is more sublime than the preceding one or an offering baked in
an oven. The oven refers to the trials in the sensuous purification in
the live of grace,
When you offer a
cereal offering of dough baked in the oven, the wheaten flour must be
prepared either in the form of unleavened cakes mixed with oil, or in
the form of unleavened wafers, spread with oil (Lv 2. 4).
This truth the
soul has already encountered in the first chapter in the Book of Life at the altar of burnt offerings: to let the booty of her senses go
through the purifying fire of the prayer. In this context we can say
that the growing sobriety of the soul is like a filter which cleanse
evil and unworthy incitements in the heart streaming up to the
conscious self.
The
composite of the offering is most valuable in this context in order to
shed light on this sensuous purification. The dough itself represent
all sensuous and erroneous images in the soul's memory and imagination
which she must let pass through the fire. After the purgation the
wheaten flour – the token of the souls’s new disposition – must
be prepared as unleavened cakes mixed with oil or unleavened wafers
spread wit oil.
Unleavened dough refers always to purity in the gospels and
consequently to worship of praise. In this context we see the word
pistikis (pure) appear in the
gospel of St. John. Mary anointed the
feet of our Lord with nardou pistikis or pure nard (Jn 12. 3). The word
is derived from the same root as the word pistis or faith. This is a
token of the soul's growing love in faith, to turn herself to God in
persevering repentance in love.
The oil in the
offerings of the Old Covenant was made of myrrh, a sweet cinnamon bark,
incense, cassia and a pure olive oil. All these materials refers to the
Son of Man and the Son of God. The myrrh is symbol of the sacrificial
death of the Son of God, a remembrance of His death on the cross. The
word cinnamon is a Hebrew word indicating something which is straight
or upright. The cinnamon refers thus to His resurrection and the soul's
resolution to get a share in this power of His resurrection. It reveals
the true role of the eagle as an emblem for this northern quarter of
the Tetramorph.
The incense gave a sweet odor as the holy name of Jesus, but in
Him the soul desires to shoot deep roots. The cassia is derived from
the Hebrew word kiddah which
means to bow ones head and refers thus to
the humility, obedience and the fear of God (love). But at this state
of the Levite the soul is still hesitant and lacks perseverance, and
thus the salt is necessary in the offering, “You will put salt in every
cereal offering that you offer” (Lv 2. 13).
The salt was
always a symbol of the truthfulness of the testimony God had made with
His people. It is the remembrance of God which plays an important role
in this stage of the prayer along with the perseverance: to
return continuously to the fire of the altar. Thus the soul will
gradually be saturated by the hue of the skin colored sardonyx in order
to be able to become still more assimilated to her Royal Image in the
illumination of the sardius, the Son of Man and the Son of God.
It
can take the soul by a surprise that her enthusiasm seems to cool
simultaneously as she proceeds still further on in her straining
forward in love on this Sacred Way. This is quite natural when God
begins to draw the intellect inward in its intellection. The soul is as
yet unable to discern the fire blazing in the depths of her heart in an
authentic way as her spiritual senses have not as yet been restored.
This is the sad story of numerous people who have taken active part in
the charismatic movement in contemporary times. Everything is enjoyable
in the beginning before the trials of the prayer life begin. In next
meditation we will thus contemplate the importance of going daily to
this laver of all blessings where the soul learns to purify herself of
all stain of her venial sins as it is thus how her injured arms are
healed.
In the mystical
theology the human being is simultaneously “ratio et manus”, that is
intellect and hands. By his intellect the man puts some goal before his
mental vision to accomplish, and his hands help him to put this vision
into works. Spiritually speaking the intellect refers to the highest
faculty of the human being: the spiritual insight or the nous of the
disciples of our Lord and the ancient fathers of the Church and the
hands to the will of God and the human will. At the bronze laver the
Holy Spirit teaches us to synchronize these two wills by the same
methodology as the Lord used when He met the disciples on the road to
Emmaus: by opening their nous
(see Lk 24. 43).
[1].
The Dark Night, II. 19, 3.