On the fourth step of
this Ladder of Love a habitual yet unwearisome suffering is engendered
on account of the Beloved. As St. Augustine says: Love makes all
burdensome and heavy things nearby nothing . . . The spirit
possesses so much energy on this step that it brings the flesh under
control and takes as little account of it as would a tree of one of its
leaves . . . His Majesty frequently gives a joy by paying it visits of
spiritual delight. For this immense love that Christ, the Word, has
cannot long endure the sufferings of his beloved without responding [1]
Here in the entrance
into the Holy of the Tabernacle of our heart we ask by the help of the
intercession of the Blessed Virgin, St. Joseph's, the Community of the
Church, St. Michael the Archangel (our favored saint) and the
Celestial Choir of the Dominions, that the Holy Spirit will infuses
into our hearts the virtue of sobriety and awareness in order to be
able to discern the guidance of Jesus in the prayer life in the
illumination of the Holy Spirit in our growing participation in Christ
like humility and escape the snares of the devil and his demons on our
walk in the grace of our Royal Image of Glory. Amen.
The fourth
“memorial stone” which the soul picks out of the river of death (Js 4.
8) here in the entrance to the Holy to make a garland or a Gilgal
(circle) around the Tabernacle of her heart is the chrysolite. This
fourth jewel which refers to the growth of the soul's awareness in the
live of grace bears a golden hue. It is the first in the row of the
“golden jewels” referring to the Christification taking place in the
Holy. It awakes continuously wonder how purposefulness and attentively
God chooses this jewel as a token of His divine illumination. In the
Koine text of the New testament the word chrysolithos means the golden
stone, but the noun chrysos
refers also to the secret place of
mysteries or to the Holy. As a matter of fact it is still another token
of the almond or the womb of the Mother of God where He became
incarnated. The chrysolite marks thus the beginning of the formation of
the soul in accordance with the Royal Image of Glory in her spirit as
revealed by the illumination of the infused grace in the prayer. The
chrysolite refers thus directly to The Son of God in the image of the
almond tree or the Tree of Life. If the soul does not nourish herself
on the fruits of this Tree of Life she will never become a strong man
in the live of grace.
In her rest at
the Second entrance the soul enjoys rest and is nourished by the rays
from the brightness of the great Seven days sun in order to enter into
the richness of its inheritance in her first experience of the infused
prayer of rest which enkindles her love still further. True love drives
out all fear, “Perfect love drives out the fear” (1 Jn 4. 18). It is
this perfect love of our Lord which makes the burden of the soul light
and if she rejects this love she will always be a hunchback in the
live of grace under the burden of the covetousness which the masters of
darkness tries by all means to enkindle. It is in the illumination of
this light of faith and in its curing effects where God rids the soul
of this infirmity in her growing awareness and watchfulness which are
gracious and infused gifts of the Uncreated Light. The Chrysolite is
the fourth step in the Ladder of Love and a milestone for the soul in
her ascension to the fullness of the final Beatific Vision in the
heavenly Tabernacle.
When the soul has been clothed in the purity of the shining white tunic
of the priests by washing herself in the silver clear water of the
bronze laver she can descend down to the Valley of the Balsam (Ps 84.
6) in growing humility and rest in the shadow of the almond tree in the
radiance of the great Sun of Righteousness after having turned her back
on her sensuous disposition. In order to certify her growth in her
Christification the turban of the priests is now placed on her head as
a token of victory in her sufferings and struggle in the dark night of
the senses as this soul in question shall be a priest in the Royal
Priesthood of the New Covenant.
In the shining
rays of this sun the soul becomes tainted “of a dark coloring” as the
bride in the Song of Songs (Sg 1. 6), as a well baked cake or wafer,
but not roasted on one side and white on the other or half baked like
Ephraim (Hs 7. 8). Ephraim had become the victim of erroneous teachings
of the pagans, “Ephraim mixes with the nations, Ephraim is a half baked
cake.” He is a symbol of a Church of compromises. The oven refers to
the sufferings which consisted in the night of the senses. But in its
growing purity the soul is now obliged to offer thanksgivings where she
must literally speaking lay her heart on the griddle of the altar as a
token of her humility, obedience and fear of God (love),
If your offering is a
cereal offering cooked on the griddle, the wheaten flour mixed with oil
must contain no leaven. You will break it in pieces and pour oil over
it. It is a cereal offering (Lv 2. 5).
The cake was
broken in pieces and oil poured over it which sheds light upon the
inner attitude of the soul in the prayer of rest: to be completely
passive when the Spirit begins to dissolve or break her former habits
and natural inclinations into pieces in order to restore them to their
lost dignity resulting from the transgression of the first man.
In the spiritual
literature of the saints as St. John of the Cross the last ten cubits
from the bronze laver to the entrance into the Holy marks the darkest
phase of night of the senses, or the winter of the senses as Macarius
of Egypt named this experience. It is in the prayer of inner
recollection where the soul's powers get “recollected” in their inner
activity and attain thus freedom from the fetters of the outer world or
the world of the flesh and the old man, as they become enchanted by
God's love along with the will,
The house is the house of the senses and the soul walks out
of it in this dark night, not to be without permanent lodging, but in
order to walk into the Golden House of God or the Holy of the Sanctuary
of the Tabernacle to enjoy the blessings of the prayer of rest and the
prayer of union. Here at the bronze laver God sets the will in motionand send it along with its desire in order to spy out the land just as
Jacob sent his sons as spies when his people was dying of hunger (Gn
42, 1-18) and Joshua sent spies to explore the way ahead in the
Promised land (Js 2. 1), or by the words of St. Francis de Sales,
God sets us in motion,
but if we refuse to move we resist. Now when God offers to carry us
into the atmosphere of holy love, or will is moved by the delection we
feel, and if we consent to the action of God's grace, ah! how happy we
are, for God will help us, conducting and accompanying us from love to
love till we enter the Land of Promise. [3]
God sets the soul's powers in motion by following this golden chain of
revealed truths as exposed in this Sanctuary of His. And the soul is
now able to follow the urgings of His Spirit of Life as her senses have
become spiritual by their purification at the laver.
This mystery sheds light on the spiritual senses as the
sense of a heart which is gradually approaching the state of purity,
what Diadochus, bishop of Photike in Epirus, called the
aistheisis kardia (the sense
of the heart) or aistheisis pnefmatos
(the
senses of the spirit) and Gregory of Nyssa referred to as aithria or
the lucid air of the heart. It is this clear air of the spiritual
senses which make the self capable to grasp the meaning of the Second
entrance of the Sanctuary. God speaks always in an unveiled language by
His sacred images when we learn to scrutinize their message within.
When the soul goes out of the house of her senses she escapes from the
three days of bondage of the Egypt of sin as Jacob's sons in order to
destroy the Jericho of her passions and lust just as Joshua’s army.
Thus Abba Isaac spoke also in an unveiled language when he explained
how the presumptuousness and sensuous greed of a restless man can
fetter him down in the live of grace, as the abba gives us account of,
For when one very
highly esteemed Elder was passing by the cell of a certain brother who
was suffering from this mental disease of which we have spoken [lack of
recollection], as he was restlessly toiling in his daily occupations in
building and repairing what was unnecessary, he watched him from a
distance breaking a very hard stone with a heavy hammer, and saw a
certain Ethiopian standing over him and together with him striking the
blows of the hammer with joined and clasped hands, and urging him on
with fiery incitements to diligence in the work: and so he stood still
for a long while in astonishment at the force of the fierce demon and
the deceitfulness of such an illusion.
For when the brother was worn out and
tired and wanted to rest and put an end to his toil, he was stimulated
by the spirit's prompting and urged on to resume his hammer again and
not to cease from devoting himself to the work which he had begun, so
that being unweariedly supported by his incitements he did not feel the
harm that so great labor was doing him. At last then the old
man, disgusted at such a horrid mystification by a demon, turned aside
to the brother's cell and saluted him, and asked “what work is it,
brother, that you are doing?” and he replied: “We are working at this
awfully hard stone, and we can hardly break it at all.” Whereupon
the Elder replied: “You were right in saying 'we can,' for you were not
alone, when you were striking it, but there was another with you whom
you did not see, who was standing over you not so much to help you as
urge you on with all his force.” [4]
The restlessness and lack of recollection of the soul is to be traced
to the “decayed and dead rubbish of the passions be dug up, and the
strong foundations of simplicity and humility be laid on the solid and
(so to speak) living soil of our breast, or rather on that rock of the
gospel (Lk 6.48), and by being built in this way this tower of
spiritual virtues will rise, and be able to stand unmoved, and be
raised to the utmost heights of heaven in full assurance of its,
stability.” [5] In the
Sanctuary of our heart we refer to this tower as a Jacob's Ladder to
heaven staked out by the twelve jewels or foundation stones of the
Celestial City. Abba Isaac mentioned another rock and a spiritual hill,
“The high hills are a refuge for the stags, the rocks for the
hedgehogs” (Ps. 103 (104):18). He spoke also of “spiritual hedgehog”
who is “protected by the continual shield of that rock of the gospel,
i.e., being sheltered by the recollection of the Lord's passion and by
ceaseless meditation” [6] The
enemy of our salvation hates such “spiritual hedgehogs” and tries thus
by all means to draw the awareness and attentiveness of the souls to
trivial things “repairing what is unnecessary,” that is, occupying them
by his deceitfulness of outer glory, just as he tempted our pattern in
all holiness in the desert (Mt 4. 1-11). This he does because he
realizes that a soul who walks the Sacred Way becomes a threat to his
reign in the human hearts.
In this Sanctuary of the heart God intends to illuminate
the soul and make her able to mount to the manifold knowledge of the
divine mysteries – that she will become a
“sort of spiritual hedgehog” and that she “escapes the snares of her
opposing enemies.” [7] These
enemies are actually the fallen guardian cherub – Satan – and his
spirits of evil in the air (see Ep 6. 12). All this truth God exposes
by the design of the Second entrance of His Sanctuary as His appointed
Way to Glory,
For the entrance to the
Tent you will make a screen of finely woven linen embroidered with
violet purple, red purple and crimson, and for the screen you will make
five poles (pillars) of acacia wood and overlay them with gold, with
golden hooks, and for them you will cast five sockets of bronze (Ex 26.
36, 37).
The curtain or screen hanging for the second entrance – the gateway
into the Holy – remind us in an authentic manner on our Royal Archetype
in the live of grace, our Lord Jesus Christ as “the High Priest over
all the Sanctuary of God” (Heb 10. 22). It is He who stakes our Sacred
Way out in the desert prayer in the courtyard by His warfare with the
three giants of the heart by His three great trials or temptations in
the desert (see Mt 4. 1-11) which refers to the three primeval powers
or the appetitive aspects of the soul as the holy fathers named them:
the desiring power, the intelligent power and the incentive power.
All the revelation of God in this Sanctuary of His and Tabernacle of
the Holy Spirit is always intentional in order to show the soul what
waits in store for her. We have already seen that the acacia in the
courtyard was covered by bronze, but now it is covered by gold which
refers to the Christification. All the five pillars or columns of the
Second entrance are covered by gold and a true image of the Son of God
as the bronze in the courtyard refers to the Son of man. The silver
sockets which these golden pillars rested on are an admonition to the
fact that His holy humanity is and will always be the foundation of all
further progress on the Sacred Way as a source of super mundane life.
The screen of the second entrance was intended to hide what was behind
it from the eyes of those not allowed an entry, that is from the eyes
of the common Israelites, Nazirites and Levites who could not enter the
Holy. Only the priests could walk behind the screen and only after
having washed themselves in the bronze laver. And once more we get an
admonition to the importance of the humility, obedience and the fear of
God (the love). The priests were obliged to crawl on their four knees
under the curtain into the Dwelling when they attended the golden table
of loaves and the lamp stand. It is behind this screen where the three
powers of the soul go through the Christification and are transformed
into the image of the Lord in faith, hope and charity.
The number of the pillars reveal also the profound truth of the five
spiritual senses. They were five which refers also to the live of grace
and the five letters in the name of J E S U S. It is in the power of
the grace of His Holy name where the five natural senses become wholly
spiritual. Thus is how God makes the soul able to see, hear, feel,
taste and touch all of His abundant riches. This is a state which the
ancient church fathers named apatheia,
to experience in an authentic
way the energies of God's power by the state of dispassion – rest from
the urgings of her passions and the incitements of the evil spirits in
the air. It is when the soul enters the Holy that she begins again to
understand and speak the internal speech, the lost mother language of
her Royal Image,
I heard a voice
unknown to me (Ps 81. 6).
When Teresa of Avila stood in this place His Majesty gave her a
profound spiritual insight into the mystery taking place here in front
of the this holy curtain,
Once while I was
reciting with all the Sisters the hours of the divine office, my soul
suddenly became recollected; and it seemed to me to be like a brightly
polished mirror, without any part on the back or sides or top or bottom
that wasn't totally clear. In its center Christ, our Lord, was shown to
me, in the way I usually see Him. It seemed to me I saw Him clearly in
every part of my soul, as though in a mirror . . . I was given
understanding what it is for a soul to be in a mortal sin. It amounts
to clouding this mirror with mist and leaving it black; and thus the
Lord cannot be revealed or seen, even though He is always present
giving us being. And I understood that heresies amount to breaking the
mirror; which is much worse than it being darkened. [8]
The greatest heresy which the enemy of our salvation and his evil
spirits in the air can infuse into the hearts of Christians is to cloud
this mirror of a clear conscience because thus these souls in questions
can never discern the real presence of our Lord in their hearts as
exposed on Fig. 37 above and loose also their faith in His real
presence in the Eucharist. Thus these souls are deprived of their
eternal and heavenly inheritance and never raised above the “properties
of bodily speech” as Pope Gregory the Great said (Moralia, II),
“It is fitting that our mind, rising above the properties of bodily
speech, should be lifted to the sublime and unknown methods of interior
speech.“ This was what His Majesty thought fitting when He raised
Teresa herself to the stage of the infused prayer when she experienced
spiritual rapture for the first time in an authentic way,
One day, having spent a
long time in prayer and begging the Lord to help me please Him in all
things, I began a hymn (Veni Creator); while saying it, a rapture came
upon me so suddenly that it almost carried me out of myself! It was
something I could not doubt, because it was so obvious. It was the
first time the Lord granted me this favor of rapture. I heard these
words: “No longer do I want you to converse with men but with the
angels.” [9]
These souls will neither discern the shining radiance of the chrysolite
as exposed on the curtain as the seventh jewel and foundation stone of
the Celestial City as they have also lost faith in the redemptive power
of our Lord active in the sacraments of His Church as His living
body on earth an are thus blindfolded.
[1].
The Dark Night, II. 19, 4.
[2]. The Dark Night
of the Soul, 1. stanza.
[3]. The Love of
God, p. 13.
[4]. Collatio,
[5]. Ibid,
[6]. Ibid,
[7]. Ibid,
[8]. Life,
40, 5
[9]. Ibid, 24, 5.